And so, as Conference approached, I was hoping that I would feel even stronger in my resolve. All the talks were good and there were snippets in each that I could apply to my situation and need. I knew my decision was right. And then Elder Holland spoke and I had a small vision come to my mind that is very sacred. I do not know how this will all end, but I did see and know in my mind's eye that my place is in the home. It always has been. I just had to take a detour for a while. Now I am to return to prepare for whatever is to happen in the future. Tears were streaming down my face. I am at peace.
I asked Ammon what his favorite talk was and he didn't even hesitate. He said his favorite was Elder Paul Johnson's about the atonement. It gave him hope and he said he can't wait until all his family and friends can see him whole and well.
And so we go to "tomorrow" and the high from this weekend might lessen but I will take Elder Holland's suggestion that we do not let the tomorrow's get us down. I will anxiously wait to read the words that were spoken so that I can remember what I heard in all it's detail this weekend.