We have the best cousin in the world! Renee heard that I had a rough night two nights ago. Gabriel was up from 11:30pm until about 10:00am crying/screaming/groaning. I literally didn't sleep at all that night. I paid my friend $20 to come over in the morning so I could take a two hour nap. It was the best $20 I've ever spent. She of course would have done it for free, but I'm tired of freeloading off of great friends. They are always so ready to help me whenever I need it. Anyway, I was talking to Renee on the phone the next day (yesterday) and she told me she would love to take Gabriel for the night. I was shocked! Who would ever want to take a brand new baby overnight? That's the worst part about babies. Anyway, I didn't want to let her because she has two kids of her own to take care of, but I needed to drop my pride and say yes. I was really struggling the night before and got to the point where I just had to walk away from Gabe so I wouldn't hurt him. Does that sound awful? I felt guilty that I was feeling that way, but I really couldn't stand him that night. So, Renee came over around 8:30 last night and got Gabriel and took him to her house. She kept him until 10:30 this morning. It was wonderful. I only woke up a few times because Eva woke up for some odd reason, but she would go to sleep once I went in and covered her back up. So, I got a pretty good night's sleep and felt much revieved in the morning, thanks to Renee. I love my cousin!!!