Last night, at dusk, I was inline skating around the park that is about two blocks from our house. There was not a cloud in the sky, the humidity was low, and the temperature was perfect (sorry, Adrianne). The trail I was skating on was being used by families on walks, children on scooters, runners, and dog walkers. I realized that I was witnessing the American Dream as depicted on TV. However, instead of only being an outside observer, I was also a participant. I was reminded how blessed I am.
Since our move, we have been looking for bar stools that will match our kitchen. We have been to 13 different stores and numerous sites on the internet. So far we have not found anything that we like. This search has become consuming and ridiculous. I think back 14 years when the only furniture I had was a broken table, a couple of beat up chairs, and an old worn out love seat, all from DI. I wonder how I have gotten to the point where I am concerned with finding the perfect bar stools when I used to be concerned about keeping the air mattress blown up so that we wouldn't have to sleep on the floor. This situation reminds me of 2 Nephi 28. I am being enticed with the trappings of middle class life and if I am not careful I will soon be strapped down by the finacial chains of having what I can't afford (or really need). At least I have no credit card debt.
I have less than a month to go before my triathlon. The other night I dreamed that I was one of the first to finish the swim but couldn't find my bike so everybody passed me by. Finally, I realized that I had left my bike at home. It wasn't a pleasant dream. I have yet to do any open water swims but I have been swimming the 500 meters required in about 10 minutes. I think the ride (20K) is going to be the hardest for me. I am not too worried about the run. It is only 5K - I can walk it if I have to. My goal is to do the run in 25-27 minutes - quite a bit slower than my fastest time in high school but more than adequate for a 35 year old man. Wish me luck.
Jason
4 comments:
I would rather bike 40km than swim 250m in open water. I do best in the water if I have fins, mask, and snorkel. Other than that, I can survive. Racing isn't really an option.
Hope the training goes well and the race is an accomplishment for you.
That's pretty impressive Jason. I hope it all goes well. Maybe some day I will be in that good of shape. Anyway, hope the new house is working well for you all.
Hearing that you used to sleep on an air mattress doesn't make me feel so bad for myself anymore. I feel like I complain too much sometimes about the things we "don't" have rather than be greatful that the military provides furniture if needed. We are very lucky and I just need to remember that everyone has to pay their dues and be patient. You have definately paid your dues, Jason. You deserve to be at this point you are at. I just need to put my time in first. I have to remember I can't have everything all at once and right away. Thanks for the reminder! Good luck on your triathlon. I'm so proud of you and Michelle for the way you take care of your bodies.
Lindsey
Sorry to be so late reading this. But I do not see the blog every day. I am very impressed by your sentiments about lots of things, Jason. Pass on your good grounding to your kids and you will do them and eternal favor. That is not easy to do, I can say from hard experience. But when I see how you feel about things and how you are active in life, I am very gratified. That is, I am greatful to have had you as a son, and to know that you are happy.
Love, Dad
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