I've never been snorkeling and I doubt that I will ever do so in my lifetime - at least not the snorkeling we all are familiar with in the ocean, but I've come to the conclusion that I have done a lot of snorkeling in my lifetime - just a different kind. As I head down off the hill each morning and look down at the pollution winding along the freeway through Utah County, I realize that I'm about to go snorkeling through the sludge. One day this week I may get a picture of it, but it's too dark when I leave and too dark when I come back up the hill at the end of the day to illustrate my point.
I have been thinking about this snorkeling business a lot lately. Sometimes there's a lot of sludge in our lives and I have done a lot of swimming about, trying to find a spot of beauty in a tough world lately. I've waded through tons of dirty dishes during my career as a mom and housewife - I've gagged through mounds of dirty diapers and waded through far too many loads of dirty laundry. That's snorkeling through sludge. I've usually found my little spots of beauty, however, to keep me floating and motivated.
I have been thinking about this snorkeling business a lot lately. Sometimes there's a lot of sludge in our lives and I have done a lot of swimming about, trying to find a spot of beauty in a tough world lately. I've waded through tons of dirty dishes during my career as a mom and housewife - I've gagged through mounds of dirty diapers and waded through far too many loads of dirty laundry. That's snorkeling through sludge. I've usually found my little spots of beauty, however, to keep me floating and motivated.
Today I walked across campus and it was a beautiful day although very chilly - not like Iowa or Ohio, but deceptively chilly nonetheless. I realized that I was right in the midst of the sludge I saw earlier in the morning. Looking upward, the sky was a vivid blue but looking in the distance, it was obvious that the polluted air was all around us. It's called "haze" or "inversion" or whatever you want to call it to make yourself feel better about living in it - but it's sludge. I guess there could be a good analogy made with this - sin is like this. If we can clearly see it we shrink from it but little by little, if we begin to accept it, we don't even realize that we're participating in sinful acts. Let's take TV or movies, for instance. We watch a show, find it funny and continue to watch it without realizing that we're hooked on garbage. We invite filthy language, suggestive acts and thoughts, and oftentimes very violent content in our homes thinking that this won't affect us. Stick around for awhile and I think we would be able to see the desensitivism (is that a word?) that has occurred.
You get the point, I'm sure. Well, a few years ago I made it a goal to try to find something different in my drive to work that I hadn't seen the day before. It becomes a boring drive every day when I don't try to find something interesting. As I started to walk, I took on that same goal and I've found some pretty amazing things in this world. So for a while, I will share a few of my little surprises and why I think this is the fun of snorkeling. I look for the beautiful and the more I look, the more I find and realize that there could never be such a beautiful world with such order and creations without that great Creator that we know about.
Enjoy my adventures.
My very favorite photo - who wouldn't want to live here?!?
I was late to work because I stopped five times to get different shots of the fog and the beautiful morning. (Spanish Fork Canyon)
Salem Pond on a cool day.
6 comments:
Beautiful pictures mom. It reminds me of Elder Utchdorf's talk at the Women's session where he talked about creating. I belive it because when I paint or cook a really good meal or sing a pretty song, etc., I feel happier and know I've created something beautiful. Even if the actual thing I created isn't so beautiful at least I've created a beautiful feeling of peace.
I really love the pictures and I really think you should start your own blog like you mentioned. I remember reading that story you wrote a long time ago about the little boy and I loved reading it as a little girl. I think you have a beautiful way of putting things and I think it would be theraputic for you.
I love the pictures! I think the first one is my favorite too! Where is your secret garden? It's beautiful! --Jen
Great pictures mom! It's interesting you'd mention the smog in our lives. I was talking to Brent about that just last night. Sometimes I feel like I have to be really careful to make sure I don't get pulled into the "smog" in our ward ~especially since Brent's the bishop. I know people are watching and listening more than I'd perhaps like, so there's an added pressure there. I'm grateful he is the bishop simply so I have a better awareness of what I'm doing and how our family is perceived.
Geez, Mom, I wish you'd stop hogging the blog! (Ha Ha Ha...inside joke there everyone...I'm just kidding).
Nice pictures and thanks for sharing.
Unlike Adrianne, I'm a fan of simplifying and NOT starting new blogs because the trend is to start one and then not keep up with it (just see the list on "Blogs of Interest"--including my work one). I'd love to see Mom's snorkeling activity on this blog right here!
Jess, I agree. But, you have your own blog plus this one. We all have our own blogs plus this one. So that one would just be her personal blog. The other ones we have don't get kept up very often because we already have two. But, I have started to post a few more things to mine....they are only interesting to me but I want to remember the projects I do with them.
Oh sure, I understand and respect that, but my view is this: I have jessnjen because there is information I want to share with my non-family friends as well as my family, so that becomes the blog where that happens. This blog is where I communicate with just my family.
I have no problem with Mom making her own new blog, but I've viewed this blog as Mom and Dad's personal blog that we happen to be members of.
Maybe I'm just afraid that no one will continue writing to this blog!
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